creative power in the opposite direction

I've been writing a lot of poems on Whatomic. But it's crazy, because I'm supposed to be working on rewriting a part of a different poem I wrote a little while ago. It's like I'm unconsciously saying "NO!" to that, and got a burst of creative power in the opposite direction. That usually happens when I'm built up with homework and do something else instead. But oh, thank goodness school is over. Although I'm so incredibly bored now.

songs without words

We all start out as songs without words.

French Roast

Hey, I watched this just now while I was actually looking for something else. That nun is totally the bad guy. hahaha. The irony.

Tori no Uta

Sorry. 'tis been slacking off. I've known this song for a million gazillion (not really) years, but I realized that I've never put the songs that I've known for a long time on any of my blogs. Tori no Uta, song of the bird. From the anime 'Air'

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slow poke

I'll show you what a real slowpoke is like. They poke you, real slow.

deriT

Well, running around all day isn't too bad, I guess. Ah, finally tomorrow is FRIDAY. So Tired. I do a lot of things better backwards than forwards. Like tricks, my personality, humor, taste in music. Hmm. I like it.

no matter how slow, Step by Step

Everything I fear is so much easier to overcome than I thought..
is this also one of life's lessons?
I remembered a quote that I loved last year.
"It doesn't matter how slowly you go- so long as you do not stop." -Confucius
I always used it, in my head.
I guess I don't have to worry that much about the future, since I can only do what I can right now. If you want a kind future for yourself, then be kind to the present. In truth, the present is the future of the past. So technically we are all living in the future. It's not that scary, is it? I always start out the day already tired thinking the whole schedule through. But once I get started and forget, it's over before I knew it, and always a lot more easier than I ever dreamed. Sometimes, I even miss it.
We don't have to run. Running doesn't last.
What we have to do to meet the future is go step by step. We can't become discouraged by the distance to the finish line. There are no short cuts. Instead of thinking, "are we there yet?", watch the scenery as you pass by it, and notice the colors. It's not the destination that's important, but rather the journey. Treasure the people around you, because there will come a time where you won't be able to see them all the time. In the end, it's the heart that matters. And just look at your heart! It has been beating for you since before you were born. Does it think "Oh, just wait until the finish line so I can stop?" no. It's beating just to keep you alive, just a second more, just a minute more. It's keeping you alive, step by step.

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

So pretty. I can imagine a bunch of things here.

Imagination Comparison Theory? NEBULAE

It was created by sadness, but here is my utmost, um, what would you call it? Imagination comparison theory? Whatever. Here is a small peek inside my head from five years ago. And now. I've been waiting to write this, actually.

I am nebulae.
Every person is a celestial object.
This includes suns, moons, stars, planets, asteroids, comets, etc.
Each have their own type of personality, based on what they are.
Anyways, the person I was five years ago was ripped apart
so I exploded,
and was reduced to colorful dust without a shape, floating in a cloud of disconnected consciousness.
So I am nebulae.

However, even dust is unallowed to stay still.
But it's okay, because
now I can be whatever I want to be,
and take that shape.

so in other words, I have a rather strange connection to nebulae, or space things in general.

Hero

If there are no hero's around to save you,
save yourself.
Become a hero.

shot down

Ah man, it's just a double no...
Alice was shot down!
as were the hobo and normal

I Came to Eat the Rice Special

Hm. Rice. Is it really that yummy by itself?

cover by midoriinu(greendog). Read the lyrics. It'll all make (some) sense. Original by Gumi.

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weeding

Just weeding the strawberries and dodging the spiders. I wanna go rollerblading.

Step by Step

I guess it's time to put this up. I usually like to feel the song before I post it though. Crystal Kay. And yes, I've seen this movie. It's cute, but kidish(obviously). It's called Jungle Emperor(2009 version).

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Sick and Pun

I'm slacking this month. Man, I'm sick. I had to get up three times during a Health test to blow my nose. I guess Health tests aren't healthy. Haha. Dumb pun. But really, it's not good. I feel like a human faucet.

busy forgetting pain

"Being busy helps you forget your pain." Is that really true? Somehow I want to rebel against that. I don't think it's really true at all. You can be busy and still be in pain. But actually doing something is always better than sitting around and shriveling up in your distorted mind. I've been busy this week. Not really feeling pain, or much at all. I just feel halfway like a machine on a schedule, and halfway like a sudden realization that I'm human. Is this my gray area?

Mononoke/ red riding hood?

yeah, that red hood

Na, I just thought of something funny. In Princess Mononoke, Ashitaka is always wearing that red hood of his. San is a wolf. Stick them into little red riding hood.

Ink

In the end, the ink I thought so black and marking washed away in a little bit of water.

stuffed totoro

Ah, my totoro plush was chewed up by the stupid dog. As I expected....
Gah. I'm so freakin' tired.

Can anything last forever?

Oh, I see now. It was because I have no confidence that anything can last forever. That anything is truly infinite. I can't trust those words, and that is why I'm left this way.

Ki Ni Naru Aitsu

I feel like I've been neglecting this blog....sorry about that. Anyways, I cleaned too much today. I'm worried my hands will fall apart. I really like Cardcaptor sakura. Kehe. And this song. Oh, syaoran.

I suddenly feel like dancing with a giant pink bear. 

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fan

Why is my fan on? It's freezing. Maybe it's my extreme desire for summer to get here fast and furious.