eh.

I just wanna jump from roof top from roof top and eat all your yummy food.
eh.
and maybe I should be sleeping right now.

Osaka and the Knife

eheh. ehehhehee.

From the anime Azumanga Daioh.

sleep habits and germaphobic tendencies

My sleep habits are way out of the boundary of 'bad'; their Terrible! Well, actually, if I compare from a few years ago, maybe they've gotten better? And then worse? And then better? And then worse? Oh? Do I see a pattern going on here. Well, I really need to straighten it out. Thanksgiving is tomorrow, and (I'm not gonna lie) I'm actually dreading all the company coming over tomorrow. It's just...awkward. There's people I'm not so good with cramming into our little house. My sister's soon to be fiance, and she's not here... I'm quite sure my dad will behave himself(I hope). If I'm forced to eat my dad's fruit plate, I'm going to make myself throw-up(not serious, since that's even scarier). He never washes his hands for anything. I've become sort-of a germaphobe because of him. Eww.

or something

ahhh, even though I hardly have any homework, I'm finding it hard to do the things I want to do. Like write. Or sleep. Or read. Or something. How frustrating.

Out of Battery

Surprise, surprise!
This morning, an angel architecture concert,
Lost my umbrella I used against the snow
My sleeping baby ran out of battery.

Eating the Media

I 'eat' the books, movies, shows,music, etc., that I like. I eat it all up, just like Bungaku Shoujo...except not so literally. It gets tasteless eating the same thing over and over again, so I've been trying to find other ones that are also tasty. I'm like a survivor on some t.v. show. I go days without finding any food.... and I cry myself to sleep (idiot found).

Underwater Girl

Sleep deprived, yawning, tears of tire-dom. I fell asleep in class with my back to the wall, head up and down. I placed a chain of thoughts and visualization in my dozing dream, and when I opened my eyes I was replaced in another reality. I walked out of there without thinking of other people, and looked at the cloudy overcast over the sky; like a clean gray quilt spread over the expanses, not giving a single hint to blue underneath. It's raining, and just by remembering it, I still feel underwater.

Sagittarius

So tired, I could almost fall asleep standing up. Like a horse. Centaur? Well, I am a Sagittarius.

Dusk to Dawn

I feel incredibly weird at the moment....light to light......no need for the artificial kind....anymore....I didn't move at all.......weird. Am I really just watching time pass so incredibly quickly? How can I pull myself away? I feel dead, yet alive at the same time. Something is weird. Something is definitely wrong.

Up Late, Self-magistrate

Up late,
alarm clock still ringing after twenty5 minutes,
fall down the stairs,
kill my hip like an old woman(like my grandma),
Begging a male Sleeping Beauty
to drive me.
(But he was kind)
And here it commenced;
a day of absolutely no reprieve.
Though, you know? It was not my mistake.
And I see myself as a fool.
My own unjustifiable self-magistrate.

So tired.

I'm so tired, I could eat a horse
.....though that doesn't make much sense.

Don't Sleep Upside Down

I should never ever sleep upside down with my head at the end of my bed. It always ends up giving me nightmares for some reason. Last night, and that time to..

Why do I never get any sleep? and poetry again.

This morning I woke up at 4:30 A.M., and the sad truth is that I never went back to sleep. I had an unsettling(not exactly scary) dream, and it kept me feeling weird. So to dispense that feeling, I started reading 'The Poetry of Zen'. Translated Chinese and Japanese poetry. I didn't really stop too soon; I really like that stuff for some reason. And I witnessed dawn rise, and wrote a poem to it. If you want to read it then click here. Oh, but that feeling when you can feel your alarm clock pressing down on you, just begging to ring. I want to smash that thing to a million pieces.

Tired after a Nap

Tired. So, so tired. Ugh, and when I took a huge nap I woke up a few hours later with a huge headache. And my tiredness isn't gone, either. In fact, I think it's possible it might be worse.

Finally Friday

Ah, it's finally Friday. I've been waiting for it all week. School is so entirely tiring. I have nothing to do tomorrow, oh, the mercy of a Saturday. Can I actually sleep in now? It feels like I haven't had a complete good nights sleep in a million years.

Home and the Heart

Home truly is where the heart is. I can see that now. You can sleep in two houses, but 'home' is where your heart lies, and also where it at peace. Where you can be constant.

Alone Butterfly

And I notice their sleep is more important than my pain....

Alone

[SeeU]

Luggage in High Places

I do indeed like to sleep in high places, but at the moment I'm just plain annoyed. Stop treating me like luggage. Don't just dump me somewhere for your convenience. Especially this place. It's disgusting, and it smells horrible, just like that time.

Late #2 and Skittles

Huh? Why am I up this late? Seriously, and I need to take a shower. I have found I actually don't like skittles that much. Dunno why. Guess I don't like rainbows. Just rain. And bows, maybe. I can't stand heat either.

Up Late

Go to bed late, wake up super late. That's pretty much the gist of my summers. Besides spending time on my blogs, that is.