sick again

Ugh, I'm sick again. It's going around in my family. Time to fill up a trashcan with crumpled nose wipes, lie on my bed holding myself together, and read a book I'm not sure I actually like or not, or want to finish or not. While being pestered by cats who forever want to be fed.

Yesterday

"It's a big, cold, dark secret."

sleep habits and germaphobic tendencies

My sleep habits are way out of the boundary of 'bad'; their Terrible! Well, actually, if I compare from a few years ago, maybe they've gotten better? And then worse? And then better? And then worse? Oh? Do I see a pattern going on here. Well, I really need to straighten it out. Thanksgiving is tomorrow, and (I'm not gonna lie) I'm actually dreading all the company coming over tomorrow. It's just...awkward. There's people I'm not so good with cramming into our little house. My sister's soon to be fiance, and she's not here... I'm quite sure my dad will behave himself(I hope). If I'm forced to eat my dad's fruit plate, I'm going to make myself throw-up(not serious, since that's even scarier). He never washes his hands for anything. I've become sort-of a germaphobe because of him. Eww.

Fidelity amv

This freakin' amv always makes me cry.

from the anime movie Wolf Children Ame and Yuki.

Lied again.

Sorry mum.
I lied again.
I feel worse now that you
believed me.

Ivy Bridge Amv

This is cute. After I saw this, I went and watched the show= Usagi Drop(Bunny drop). I had a large affect on me when I first saw it, mainly to do with my littlest brother. In the end, family is what really matters.

Forgotten Face

Even though I promised myself a long time ago,
that the most important thing was to remember.
And, that I told her I would never become a hypocrite;
to be happy in these times?
When others are in a pain,
experiencing a pain severe enough to bleed through facial barriers,
how could I become the person I'd resented,
at that time of envy?

Like I've healed?
Like I've been set free?
That's not so bad, is it?

It's almost as though I've forgotten,
no,
I still....

Time has dulled everything,
It has taken away most of the weight.
Still...,
I think if I saw that face one more time,
I might remember.

Every single pain

Unfortunate? Accident

Someone had a little unfortunate accident. And now they're all pessimistic, bringing it up constantly without being asked, and blaming everyone else. Quite frankly, it's annoying. Why can't they view it from another perspective, and see that they're actually fortunate? Or just drop it, and not bug me any longer.

Sick and Soda

When we're sick, suddenly the refrigerator is full of soda. It scares me when my mom is sick, it's just so wrong. Nasty sounds coming from the bathroom are the worst of it all.

Wee

Wee wee wee, all the way home. My whole family does that. As soon as they get home, they immediately head for the bathrooms.

One minute

I'd rather stay in my room for an indefinable amount of time, than gather together for one minute. Because you said one minute, and then you said two.

It's a pig, not an elephant

Hmm, like I thought, I still think that it's a pig. Not an elephant. Maybe a pig with a long snout, but hey, it's still got a pig nose, and it's definitely orangish pigish colored. That, and its tail is sort-of squiggly. Yes, that plush animal is definitely a pig, not an elephant, mom.

Spirited Away on a Piggy Christmas

Somehow it's Christmas even though it doesn't feel like it. And it's ending, although it doesn't feel like it. And, sorry, I don't really have any really Christmassy things to tell anyone either. All I have thought today (so far) is HAM, and how much I like it. Oh, that, and how much I adore and want to cry whenever I watch Spirited Away. Oh, my addiction to Ghibli is possibly getting worse. And I miss Hayao Miyazaki!!! Well, even though my parents are sometimes......well, stupid, I don't think I would fancy them turning into pigs, either. Well.... maybe just for awhile.

The Slithergadee

The Slithergadee
by Shel Silverstein

The Slithergadee has crawled out of the sea.
He may catch all the others, but he won't catch me.
No you won't catch me, old Slithergadee,
You may catch all the others, but you wo-

Yes, this poem is part of my childhood. I had forgotten about it, but my mother had made this puppet Slithergadee that went down her arm, and we all loved that thing. And she would recite the poem and use the puppet, pretending to dodge us at certain parts of it, and then at the end, at wo-, she would put the mouth on our face. It was awesome, that puppet.

Monochromatic Cake

My grandma makes this funny cake that is almost completely black and white. It's a chocolate cake that really looks completely black, although it doesn't taste like dark chocolate. The frosting is this white stuff that reminds me of marshmallow goop stuff, sort-of like candy land snow would be like, maybe. It all tastes good, but one piece is just perfect. The colors satisfy.

Letters from Grandpa

Sometimes my grandpa sends us letters, and when I read them, I'm a little amused because they're like his journal entries almost. I don't think I've ever received a letter like one of his. They tend to be longish(or longer from other people's) and full of events that have happened in our family lately. It's different. Then again, I don't receive letters on a regular basis. I enjoy reading them though. It's just I don't feel like I can reply to someone's journal entries very well.

Concert; Few in-between

Concert. Only went to half of it, but actually enjoyed it. A narration of Peter and the Wolf was played, and that was pretty awesome to hear. My sister played in it(French Horn) as one of the soloists. It was very pretty. Most of the people there were old balding men and aging ladies in granny dresses. Watching them socializing took off my mind from my bored-ness when I had to wait to go in. It was either old people or young people. There was few in-between.

Sister Day

Today is definitely a day for sisters. I wrote a lot about sisters today, in my short ghost story on Whatomic called Drowning Dreams, and yesterday and a little bit today in Scarlet Notes of Hood. And here to! Well, it's my sister's birthday, too. So perhaps that's why. A day congratulating sisters! By the way, the word 'sister' sort of resembles 'sinister', doesn't it? Ha ha ha.....

Weekend of relatives

a whole weekend of relatives. We attempt to relate to each-other. Family, huh? Kazoku no kaze.

Back Door

He He, even if you sneak out the back door just so you won't have to pass me, I still know where you're going. Person whose name starts with D and ends with N.