wasting time

I know I've been slacking off, but I really don't feel like I have anything to write about on here. It's a hard dilemma, really. And I'm leaving AGain tomorrow, so chances are, I still will be gone from here. I don't know. I thought once Summer began, I could leave all the frustration behind. But I find myself with a whole set of new frustrations when Summer begins, mainly with boredom and the feeling that I'm just wasting my time.

Which one?

Which one will kill me first? Boredom or Cowardice?

creative power in the opposite direction

I've been writing a lot of poems on Whatomic. But it's crazy, because I'm supposed to be working on rewriting a part of a different poem I wrote a little while ago. It's like I'm unconsciously saying "NO!" to that, and got a burst of creative power in the opposite direction. That usually happens when I'm built up with homework and do something else instead. But oh, thank goodness school is over. Although I'm so incredibly bored now.

Small world

I'm bored. Today seems to be filled with half-said sentences and points. I have to do my homework, but I'm procrastinating it until I feel guilty enough to do it. My world seems so small. A small world is okay, and it's comfortable, but I want it to grow. I want to see more things, do more things, be more things. That side of me is human, maybe? Always desiring something more. Whatever, someone give me a taco.

i WISH i WAS a WITCH

I wish I was a witch. Oh, yes I wish it very badly. I would put my whole life into it. I don't think I could possibly resist flying on a broomstick, or having a familiar. Or casting mischievous spells on people I like and who I don't like. AGh! Why is the real world so darn boring! I can't! My brain is exploding from boredom! Magic should be real, dang it all!

Concert; Few in-between

Concert. Only went to half of it, but actually enjoyed it. A narration of Peter and the Wolf was played, and that was pretty awesome to hear. My sister played in it(French Horn) as one of the soloists. It was very pretty. Most of the people there were old balding men and aging ladies in granny dresses. Watching them socializing took off my mind from my bored-ness when I had to wait to go in. It was either old people or young people. There was few in-between.

Boredom Chocolate

Agh, boredom makes its strike, again eh? I've been surviving on chocolate all day. Chocolate doughnut for breakfast, lunch, and Chocolate Cheerios for dinner. Pu ha ha ha ha. Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, strike. Chocolate going on strike. A real chocolate bargain?

Bored

I am bored out of my mind. I could scream because of the pain of it. It feels like I'm not even living. And the thing I don't want to do the most is my homework.